It's been good living on the "right" side of 30. I hope to make "twenty last" the best. Lots of fish to catch, undergrad to work on, and life to live. Surely I won't be as bitter as I have been the past few years of my life. I've grown to live knowing that all things are good in some shady, unrealistic, moronic way. Looking back on what I consider to be the best and the worst times mending and weaving my life into a tapestry of hope and comfort. The things I've experienced have instilled me an abundance if intangible qualities that cannot be found just anywhere. It is my belief that one can only discover themselves when they experience true heartache and inextinguishable love together. Both allowing for true self discovery. I love my life, and all the people I've had the good fortune to share it with. People I work with like Sgt Smith, fish with such as Caleb and Lew, and even my Lab Bailey. And most of all, the love of my life Lauren. You're all truly a blessing to me and I thank my creator for you loud and clear.
Most people look at Facebook profiles and think to themselves; " man they've got it made, I wonder how he/she does it?". The answer is as simple as looking in the mirror, you are the reason why. Friends are what make life worth living. When I die, I'd like to think that people are full of love and laugher at my funeral. I hope they all see me as a joyous person. My life would be complete to know the hearts I've touched do not mourn my loss but cherish it. (getting too dark)
Well, again thank you all for the birthday wishes.
-C
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